Valentines on Sundays

My Valentines Day in a nutshell, driving home 5am, the sun rising... nothing that I am leaving behind and nothing to confront on my way in... no comfort as my head bombards my cold pillow comforting only to the heat withheld in my heart and the words left unspoken, the harshness of their whip tails lashing at my lips for their destination is no target but the blackness of my world, darker when I open my eyes... dreaming of you but your faceless and I embrace your emptiness another night longer...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iyKXEdnN8b4

Do I care about the olympics?

I never really cared to watch people compete for physical greatness for anything...

wheter its football, baseball, Olympics...

I would rather root for the "Special Olympics" participants because its a real acheivement, but for regular people, its just another way to say "Im Awesome" and pat themselves on the back...

Sports figures are over glorified individuals that do the same thing the other person does with nothing to add to the real problems and realities of life.

Over payed self indulgent hypocrits. IF there are so much hardships that are happening in the world, why still hold these spectacles & take whatever money they were supposed to use for that, take it and maybe help the countries with people dying? maybe?

Oh no I forgot its about making money, not giving it to people who need it... thast's right... and then they will send a check for like .05% of what they make and call it a charity, I call it pitty.

The 90's

I miss the 90's this song is proof of why we should all not forget how great they were.





I miss the 90's this song is proof of why we should all not forget how great they were.

I remember walking around my neighborhood after the sun dropped and it still was scorching hot, kicking dirt, nothing to do... wondering what to do next and what trouble to get out of..i remember the sound of my skateboard on the hot pavement, sitting down for a rest and feeling hotter, the hot air flowing around me as I whisked in and out of parked cars.. black gum stains on the sidewalks... sticky shoes and quarter waters... goddamn I miss the 90's and the feeling of it all... alas it is all gone now and so are my days of a reckless youth

so here is my homage to soundgarden and to cracked skinned knees, bustes shins, late night knuckle punches to the forhead, broken twigs hearts and dirt

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qiSkyEyBczU&NR=1




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Hey There! Guess who is on top now!

Hey There! Guess who is on top now! Well not that I never get to be in that position but its nice to be there for a change!

Oh and yea I almost forgot, I GOT FRONT PAGE ON ZIVITY!!

Take that Mr. Wellington, for doubting I couldn't be a mathematician, cause you were right! Without his doubting me, I may never have tried becoming a Photographer, and

pobably sitting in a dark room, testing things on a computer out, and going bonkers wondering why things arent working.... ::scratches head:: wait that kinda sounds like what I do now... O well

Whatever here goes, sorry for the lengthy emails you know I cant stop typing once I start LOL

To some making it to the front page of a zivit site isn't the biggest deal. To be honest though, to me and where my photography career is currently heading, this is a major stepping stone and really makes me proud of what I have been doing.

I am pretty sure there is always a time an artist feels like giving up and as though nothing is workng out for them (for me its everyday), so when I am given this opportunity and a chance to get my work viewed in such a way it makes me whole again and proud of myself.

I have to say though, I cant take all the credit for this (to me) Big acheivement.

I could not have done it without the hard work and dedication from Asphyxia, which lets agree poeple, without her this set wouldn't have been so friggin

Awesome (& "FUCK YEAH" HOT!)!

So give us a peek and let me know what you think of it!

Check it out:
http://www.zivity.com/models/Asphyxia/photosets/12

Don't forget to also Wish us luck on the AddictedImage Prize contest too, titled "Bikes, Boobs & FUCK YEAH". You can view our set & the other contestants here too:
http://www.zivity.com/prize/123

Good Luck to everyone!


-CD